S*** s*** s*** s***! What is wrong with me? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? I keep thinking about yesterday. The guy I am going out with finally kissed me, after more than four dates where we got to know better. And then… We went to his place. And we had f***ing sex. And I’m so mad at myself, because it wasn’t supposed to happen, and I felt awful, and now I just want to bury myself. Oh, stupid me. 🙁
i’m sorry to hear this happened to you! we can’t change history, but we can definitely learn from it. you can’t let anyone, not your boyfriend, not your parents, or your friends make you do something you don’t want to do! i can’t tell you i know how you feel, but i can empathize with you. i hope you feel better soon (: listen to some good music, watch some movies maybe?